BlueJayDragon

I think I completely forgot to say I was going back
to this old account



Hah sorry guys.....

I'm alive.... I guess

I think I am going to ask my dad to take me to the hospital and stay there
for a few days..... they keep open rooms for people with depression
so I think it would be best if I go....

I need a break from the world and its spring break I wouldn't have to worry
about school....

I have been wanting to kill myself lately all I do is think about it.... I need it to
stop before I actually do something crazy. I'm so scared.......

Doing commissions, Art trades, or requests ever again

I will only do gift art here and there

DO NOT ASK ME TO DRAW YOU ANYTHING.
I DO NOT JUST DRAW PEOPLE STUFF.

Seriously scaring the shit out of me so far. xD
I feel like a pussy when I watch it because its like 3 AM, no one is
talking to me, and all this weird shit is happening on this anime
with spirits and ghosts.

Ahyyy this stuff scares me.

But its a great anime you can watch it here www.watchcartoononline.com/gho…
IT IS IN ENGLISH.